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Wednesday, January 16th, 2008
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I AM SO DONE BEING PREGNANT!!! *mutters*
Im due in 2 weeks and im starting to dialate now which is good because that means any day now I can have my little girl! Yippy!
John and I are getting along great...being married to him is the most wonderful thing in the world...until our Harper comes into the world of course lol
Ill post pics for all those who want to see her when she gets here.
I miss everyone...my life has been kinda empty lately and I just wish I had more friends. I wish I could manage a visit up to Cedar to see my old friends there. I wish Dustin hadnt moved to Tennessee. I mean seriously, who just moves to hickville? Stupid homo. *kicks Dustin*
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Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
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So here I am. Once again making a random post about my life. For those of you who dont already know, Im pregnant. Yep...16 weeks and counting. Getting married in a few months and moving to California next summer. That about sums up my life. I miss all my old friends. *nods* My life is very unexciting at the moment. Atleast Dustin is moving back to Vegas so I can see him again.
Nathan...we need nachos. *nods* Ill call you when I get some money.
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Saturday, November 4th, 2006
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I used to know you, now I dont, nor do I want to
You spend your time wallowing in your own self pity
You words, a representation of how insane you are, you should be locked up
You make me sick with your "stupid mortal" bull shit, what the hell are you?
You will die one day, and not in an honorable way
In a way that will cause you more pain than you ever put me through
I used to go to you for advise and to tell my problems, well fuck that you never cared for me anyway!
Best friend. HA! I hope you rot in hell!
You enjoy pain and sorrow, especially mine!
Well you bastard you'll get yours
When I decide its time.
Ahhh...memories...lol
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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
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Live journal truly is dead...and I am bored...I think im going to buy my boyfriends birthday present tonight. Yes that would be splendid.
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Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
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Monday, August 21st, 2006
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I was just fired...my own father...but i have to finish out the week...and if i dont then he will be mad at me...not as an employee but as is daughter and i dont need that right now.
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Thursday, August 17th, 2006
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Well guys here it is...
I went to the doctor this morning and had my biopsy done. Apparently I have a lesion on my cervix...yeah scary I know!!! But the biopsy was done to find out if its cancerous, so I still dont really know anything just yet, but I will let everyone know as soon as I do.
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Thursday, August 10th, 2006
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Well things have been a little crazy for me over the past week or so. I went to the GYNO about two weeks ago for my yearly, and I do admit its been awhile since Ive had my last yearly, but I had been good! So I go and put myself through this insanely embarrassing ordeal *just picture it if you will...a woman clad only in a paper gown with her legs spread open and strapped into stirups...ok guys dont think about it...lol* But things go well, my doctor tells me I have an infection and prescribes me some medication to take and gives me my birth control. Well the next week goes by smoothly, and then I start freaking out about my test results. Now when I start stressing about something it eats away at my brain until the only thing left for me to do is cry. Which I ended up doing this lovely morning...
Well lets start with yesterday. I woke up and was not feeling well due to another pill I had to take for my infection, so I had a wonderfully lethargic and painful day all to myself to sit and whimper about random pains that wracked my body. John did his best to offer what support he could, but there wasnt much for him to do. *Lord, how I love him* So last night I take some Valeria root, which calms the nerves and helps with sleeplessness so I could fall into a nice restful slumber. Well I woke up this morning, totally not ready to go into work, my body is still protesting every time I try to do any excessive movement. I get into my freshly washed car and drive first to my sisters work to drop off one of our dogs so she can get her teeth cleaned, and then I continue my drive to work. Well as soon as I pull up to work, my phone starts ringing, I of course answer it. Its my OBGYN...telling me that my tests were abnormal...and I need to come in for a biopsy. At this point my mind is reeling, I dont know what to think about all of it. Im 21 years old there cant be something that wrong with me that I need a BIOPSY!!! But as I talked to my mom she calmed me down and told me that it could be any number of things, with cancer being the worst thing that could happen. But I refuse to believe that the big C is going to impact my life so early on.
So next wednesday at 9am, I will go in for my biopsy and then two weeks later I will go in for my follow up exam. There is going to be a lot of doctors visits in my future, and Im not looking forward to it.
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
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The AFI concert last night was awesome! Davey totally stood on the crowd...it was amazing. I thank my boyfriend so much for wanting me to go. I love him.
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So I had to spend almost 200 bucks on Saturday that I DIDNT HAVE!!! Yes my cars brakes finally decided that they needed to be fixed. It was horrible the sounds they made! It made me wanna cry!
But on the other hand, things are going great! John and I went to the river yesterday and I got a little sunburnt. Like on the top of my head where my bangs and the rest of my hair meets, so it stings a little to brush my hair. Ill live though. John also moves in with me next weekend and Im so excited! I was nervous but now im just happy about it, I know things will be wonderful between us, because we just dont have anything to fight about! I love my boyfriend.
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Wow, things are actually going great in my life right now! I just recieved my first raise ever! Woot woot for me! It makes me excited! And I think I totally deserve it, I do all the shit that my boss is supposed to be doing while shes refreshing myspace. I mean not that I dont do that all day also, but atleast I get my job done!
John and I are doing great! Coming up on 4 months. Big time! Lol. I cant wait for 6 months or even a year! I love him so much it hurts some times. He started working for my dad a few weeks ago. So far it seems like he likes it!
I have a ton of shit going through my mind right now though. Mostly to do with John, but I'll live if they dont ever come out.
Im supposed to be in bed right now since I have to get up at 630 am. Ugh I cant stop thinking. Damn drinking alcohol and it making me depressed.
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So I had this horrible dream last night! Well early this morning! I dreamt my boyfriend and I were trying to rob this casino...which ended up being a waiting room to a doctors office or something, but anyway... I went in there to scope out the surroundings and as I was walking in there was this rickety old van waiting outside and I could see someone inside watching me. But I ignored it and just went on inside to check things out. Well the receptionist was busy so I was standing around and I could still see this guy staring out his window at me so I decided to sit down so he couldnt see me anymore. When the receptionist was done she came over to me and had me stand up right in front of the window, I was looking at something else, but she mentioned something about a bright liught coming from the car. When I looked I realized it was machine gun fire and not a light so I threw us both to the ground and covered our heads from the gun fire. When I opened my eyes and looked up...NATHAN HUBBELL stood over me with a huge knife in his hand! He then proceeded to try to stab me while I scooted away from him and begged him not to kill me. Yeah then my alarm went off.
Nathan I just thought you would want to know what you are doing to me in my dreams. Lol.
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Im totally loving my life right now. Except for these damn alleriges. I want to go home and sleep...but I want my boy right next to me.
Cali was a blast! I got some pics back...now I just need a scanner. Boo you whore.
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Saturday, March 18th, 2006
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I have the most amazing guy. Hes perfect in my book.
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Thursday, March 16th, 2006
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Nobody updates Livejournal anymore.
So, its happened. I found him.
Last night was the most amazing night. Hes amazing, hes perfect. He loves Sarah Brightman almost more than I do!!! I spent the night in his arms with him just holding me as we laughed at the rediculous antics of the children of SouthPark and the hilarious comdey of John Stuart. He even made me rice before that! He helped make dinner with us! How perfect is that? He fit right in, he knows when someones being a bitch, and isnt afraid to say it. I cant wait to see him again, maybe tomorrow after dinner with my mom, no absolutely tomorrow after dinner with my mom. I miss him already.
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I realize my statement is going to cause a lot of controversy, but right now, I dont give a FUCK!
My best friend fell in love with a mormon, and he has the same feelings for him! And now because of his mormon parents. My best friend is heart broken!
Why do people have to be so close minded to love? Is it because they can never have the love that my best friend and his "ideal" have? Because if that is so then they can just suck a big fat homosexual cock!
Anyone who opposes homosexuals or them being together, getting married, or having children should not even bother talking to me. I dont have time for biggoted assholes.
And if you agree with my hysterical ranting, please feel free to message me back, or repost something similar to what I have just written.
Torrey (proud Best Friend of a wonderful homo)
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This is just a rough draft so far of our ultimate group of adventurers from Jakes awesome D&D campaign. My friend still needs to finish drawing Zermaine and color it in. But i like it so much so far!
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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Well my life is pretty boring right now. I do basically the same thing every damn day. Work, home, work, home. Ive moved into my new house now, and its nice, I like it. Living with Aubrey isnt that bad, its fun. Also living with Hailey and Markie isnt aweful either. We all get along for right now, but just wait till the estrogen starts really flowing. In other news, I feel like im doing everything wrong on the Dustin and Torrey front. He has all these new friends at work, and I just feel like he would rather be with them, than with me. I know, I know, Im sooo insecure. I know hes my best friend, but maybe its just because Im lonely, and I rarely see him anymore. Oh well, I know he loves me no matter what, even if he does get randomly annoyed with me. Lol.
So Jen is getting married this month. Im excited! Ive never been Maid of Honor, and now I am. Im thrilled! I cant wait till I get married, in like a billion years...but its something to look forward to.
Oh man Im bored. Work is slow today.
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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This is about california legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to us...
someone has to try to make a difference... what if it were your pet?? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates..please pass the word along and post this so as many people can see this as possible.
This has to be stopped.
Please repost this to your bulletin. All u have to do is press reply to poster and copy the codes
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